I am trying so hard to follow my dream. I have been planning 20
years for this. Sometimes it gets frustrating in how incredibly difficult it is
and sometimes it is very lonely. My dream is not a normal one. I had a career as
a paralegal and in insurance, which I did for decades in order to follow my true
path in life. I am an Indie writer. I have worked insane hours to write my
novels and now I am building the store to sell them in brick by brick. Very
difficult in these times. Sometimes it is very lonely but I am persistent and
determined. How could I encourage my own daughters to follow their own dreams if
I never gave my own dreams a try? My hours are long and there are no days off. I
did take a few recently for the holidays for the first time in so long that I
cannot recall the last time I took time off. It is all worth it but sometimes
frustrating. I just wish that people would be a bit more understanding about
someone who is trying with all they have in following a dream. Often, those with
dreams get knocked down and criticized and it hurts. To those who just love
knocking down people with dreams-have a bit more compassion please for they are
trying. I know I am- with all I have. And when you knock me down, it only makes
me try harder. When you make me feel as if my best is not geed enough-I will
bury myself in my work-trying to prove you wrong. Have a little heart ok? Please
stop putting down those who are trying, as more and more people give up on
things due to the world and the situation of things today-see the light of a
person who still has dreams. Even if I do not succeed, as least I tried. I am
trying with every cell in my body and am afraid to rest. I have climbed
mountains of criticism and doubt from those who claim to love me-but my dream is
pure and is all I have. I am almost afraid to stop trying for I am a fighter. I
love what I do and I just want to make sure others out there are not run down
from pursuing their dreams with all they have. And please do not make those with
dreams feel bad about taking a break. When a person is building a dream with
nothing and very little to no help at all and a mountain of troubles along the
way, if is tough. All of my hard work is starting to pay off for me after
struggling for so long. I know it is a long process and patience would be
appreciated. Again, I love what I do and really want to make sure that others
who are following their dream are not alone. Never give up for I know I won’t
JAnd understand, please that even dreamers deserve a break once in
a while to regroup-especially those who put their all into it. J So to sum this up: do not ever give up, take a breath, and
regroup to continue your goal. IF the road is lonely along the way, that is
normal for in the end it won’t be J You can finally
dance in the sunshine again-for hard work does pay off. It might be very slow in
coming and if people along the way do not understand-ignore them J
years for this. Sometimes it gets frustrating in how incredibly difficult it is
and sometimes it is very lonely. My dream is not a normal one. I had a career as
a paralegal and in insurance, which I did for decades in order to follow my true
path in life. I am an Indie writer. I have worked insane hours to write my
novels and now I am building the store to sell them in brick by brick. Very
difficult in these times. Sometimes it is very lonely but I am persistent and
determined. How could I encourage my own daughters to follow their own dreams if
I never gave my own dreams a try? My hours are long and there are no days off. I
did take a few recently for the holidays for the first time in so long that I
cannot recall the last time I took time off. It is all worth it but sometimes
frustrating. I just wish that people would be a bit more understanding about
someone who is trying with all they have in following a dream. Often, those with
dreams get knocked down and criticized and it hurts. To those who just love
knocking down people with dreams-have a bit more compassion please for they are
trying. I know I am- with all I have. And when you knock me down, it only makes
me try harder. When you make me feel as if my best is not geed enough-I will
bury myself in my work-trying to prove you wrong. Have a little heart ok? Please
stop putting down those who are trying, as more and more people give up on
things due to the world and the situation of things today-see the light of a
person who still has dreams. Even if I do not succeed, as least I tried. I am
trying with every cell in my body and am afraid to rest. I have climbed
mountains of criticism and doubt from those who claim to love me-but my dream is
pure and is all I have. I am almost afraid to stop trying for I am a fighter. I
love what I do and I just want to make sure others out there are not run down
from pursuing their dreams with all they have. And please do not make those with
dreams feel bad about taking a break. When a person is building a dream with
nothing and very little to no help at all and a mountain of troubles along the
way, if is tough. All of my hard work is starting to pay off for me after
struggling for so long. I know it is a long process and patience would be
appreciated. Again, I love what I do and really want to make sure that others
who are following their dream are not alone. Never give up for I know I won’t
JAnd understand, please that even dreamers deserve a break once in
a while to regroup-especially those who put their all into it. J So to sum this up: do not ever give up, take a breath, and
regroup to continue your goal. IF the road is lonely along the way, that is
normal for in the end it won’t be J You can finally
dance in the sunshine again-for hard work does pay off. It might be very slow in
coming and if people along the way do not understand-ignore them J
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